black hare running fast

HAHAHAHAHAH!

black hair is growing! WHOOOOO! (=

yay yay. my hair is growing! soon, i can cut the brown away from my head! HAHA. black hair! black hair! if only i can dye back black. but than again, my hair isn't really that black. so if i were to dye black, it'll look a little unnatural. moreover, i think my mom will kill me if i were to dye back black. so, all i can do is just to wait and pray that my hair can grow faster so i can have black hair!

BLACK! BLACK!

"im bringing sexy BLACK!"

okay, that was kinda random eh. anyway, i went to play bowling today. THE SCORES WERE HORRIBLE! mine was the horribly hopeless one. HAHA. really, i think i should be crowned as the "LONGKANG QUEEN".
AND, if you didnt hit any pins, the TV will show "LONGKANG" and everybody who's staring will be LAUGHING. cos your ball went to the longkang.

sickening, i paid $2.50 for the word "longkang" to appear like don't know how many dozen times on the TV screen. i think i need way more practise. nontheless, at least i broke my last high score, 17! hahaha!

17! can you imagine?! can't stand it. i got 59 this time. HOHOHO. from 17 to 59 is a big improvement! but still, let's not compare.....(=

the weather today is very cold. really. haha i know im side-tracking, but dont you bother. it's so nice to sleep in la. instead, i had to go courts to get my timesheet signed in order to get my pay! due to the measly sum of money i got last month, i didnt give my parents any money. bahh. but since, this month one's more, i'll give them for this month.

OOOOOoooooooohhhhh! i feel grown up. HAHA. (= can you imagine? grown up! ooooh-la-la.

i saw alot of people climbing out of comic books today. infact, we switched bowling places because there were too many comic people. can't stand it.

unless you're like meitian, if not, siam zi peng. HAHA. no la.

okay! i think i wanna comb my hair. cos i look like a monkey right now.

soon,(=

i dislike it when people keep asking me how am i. cos they should know they'll get "i'm fine" from me.

and im really tired of lying.

i know you care. but.. sometimes, the problem is me. so, thank you and sorry.

BAH.

i thought you understood me. never did i know you still don't. that really hurt alot.

you know?

i doubt so.. cos you don't understand me AT ALL.

that's life (=

it's a crazy fact how some place, that brought people together is going to be the place that's gonna seperate us.

it's crazy, i tell you. the feeling is beyond description.

although it's been about 2 months or so, somehow, the bond that was created during that short period of time is enough to cover the whole damned building. aiya, i just don't want all of us to seperate, which in turn would probably cut off contacts with one another because all of us live so far from one another. also, all of our levels are different. some are waiting for poly, some jc, some completed jc, waiting for A's, some waiting for NS and some, are just waiting to change jobs. some, i don't know.

i know, many will say, "Still can meet up what." but if you do realise, the feeling won't be the same anymore. besides asking each other "How's life," and other what-nots, there won't be much to talk about. what can you ask? you might just end up asking a question that might leave both parties in an awkward silence after answering it. i don't like that.

like my clique, "still can meet up what.." yah loh, i see my wife the most only. the others, they rather play LAN. walao. sickening. luckily my husband not one of them. argh

it seems as if everyone around me is PMSing. really. and i think im gonna PMS too. i get irritated easily, and doesn't wish to talk much. even when i laugh, it's like, layaning you, entertain you only. it doesn't really come from my heart, i guess. it's like a facade, a facade of life. masquerade.. masquerade..

it's times like this, i feel that i should be back to square one. crimson. nonetheless, i think about many things and certain people. and also the lies i have to create to cover up the crap i've done. which sucks cos i'm going against myself.

let's not digress.

ANYWAY, today's JIALE's birthday(=.

happy 19th birthday.

he did something stupid today. we were heating up the satay on the metal grill. after that, jiale was clearing up, but he couldn't take the grill of the heater. so, i told him "it expands.". he just kept quiet and continued to shake and pull the grill out of the heater. i repeated. "it expands" around 3 times. until he went, "oh yah hor. metal expands when there's heat. sorry la, i already forgotten all my secondary school stuffs. i think when i come out from NS, i forget how to write already."

that really made me laugh la. and also when he said soyah's the man. cannot make it. HAHA.

bahh, farhan and ariff today last day. it's crazy. the type of crazy that drives a sane to insane.

it's okay, im glad i met you both. especially that VICTORIAN. HAH. i think i'll miss him randomly tapping my shoulder.

and for farhan, i doubt i'll call anyone by the name of farhan, "Abang Farhan." haha. abang, abang, (=

it's freaking sickening.

I HATE SAYING GOODBYES. COS IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER.

How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad

WORKING WITH CRAZY PEOPLE

tell me who the hell skips work just because he/she had to play mahjong?

quite stupid reason right?

IT'S THAT KELVIN LA!

but his reason made me laugh, and laugh and laugh. LOL

okay.


nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
basket
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
kepala pisang LAH
[Okami]-I wanna cut my tongue while frenching a gal with braces says:
haha .. someone can join june and take higher malay
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
HAHA
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
walao with my standards
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
ill top national.
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
LOLOLOLOL
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
HAHA
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
so ego..
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
BAKAR ALSO DUNNOE HOW TO SPELL.
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
HAHA
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
WANT TO TOP NATIONAL
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
hahaha
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
what ego.
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
can lah
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
LOL
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
agogo
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
which essay ask u.. how did u burn the leaves in a kampung..
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
oh.. i bakar them!
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
WAH
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
KENA
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
i sure pro.
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
full marks for that compo
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
eh.
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
skali argumentative
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
haha
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
why u bakar leaves
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
do you think bakaring the rubbish or burying the rubbish is a bteer idea?
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
HAHAHAHA.
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
WHY I BAKAR LEAVES
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
LOL/
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
wat the.. haha
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
hahahaha
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
EH
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
YOU KNOW
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
yup
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
WHT
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
if i nvr bakar properly
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
than the polis come and check
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
kena saman
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
HAHAHA
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
haha
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
summon i mean
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
AHYA
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
KENA FINE
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
eh.. yer malay realli not bad ah
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
i know wat saman is lah!
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
HAHAHA
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
OOOPS
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
eh
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
how i know you know what saman is
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
HAHAHA.
[Okami]-I can moonwalk! but jerky abit says:
ITS A MALAY WORD FOR SUMMONS!
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
OH YAH HOR
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
walao.
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
lol
nette(: i hate you. but i hate myself more. says:
sry ar. jus came bk from work

HAHAA

IM CRAZY!! WHOOO

ENJET ENJET SEMUT... SIAPE SAKIT NAIK ATAS..

the kampong-madness(=

hello people. i just came back from the KAMPONG! i was kind of reluctant to come back to singapore though. tears threatened to roll down and i found it difficult to speak to people that i can say my goodbyes too. and so, i kept rubbing my eyes (with my contacts, walao), telling them my eyes hurt due to the arbok as i was wearin the contact lenses. Oh wells. i didn't want to tear like how i did when i was younger. oh, i cried like mad when i was younger and i had to leave the kampong cos i love the people and the kampong. especially when ah loong cried, cos we played and had fun together. (= but this time, i went against myself. i swallowed down those tears. HAHA. lynette, lynette. :D

above,ah ma's house!

above,my auntie's house, next to my grandma's

above,the station

But now, that monkey has grown up! from the little toddler that plays masak-masak with me in the wooden house, he's now a sec two-er that have loads of mak-wers(girlfriends) and even knows how to ride a motorcylce (eh, he's only 14. and when he asks me whether i know how to ride a bike, i replied,"yah! bicycle lah!"). time flies, very much. NOW, HE'S EVEN SHY TO TAKE PICTURES WITH GIRLS. nonetheless, his little brother, ah chen, took a pic of me and him with a stupid face.

ah long and I (=

OH OH! i know! i took pictures of the chickens when i was feeding them. haha! ah chen was suppose to follow me, but he scared, saying got babi utan. -.- which in turn reminded me of feeza and rann(=.

tajuddin, sirhan, and probably george. SEE! this must be your fav pic. HAHAHA. just imagine my grandma "AH LING AH!, KI LAI QI KUAY! (ah ling, wake up feed chicken!)"

than, there was also lion dance. my cousin invited them over.

and he also brought me to JUSCO, malaysia's high class shopping centre, like our takashimaya(= and i saw this stupid car, so i took this pic. HAHA. i was laughing my ass off when i saw it.
HAHAHAHAHA!

during all of the nights, we played fire crackers! haha. it was hard to catch a pic of it though. so.. no pic for that la.
card queen! haha. the love of many lives (=. ah girl! the sister of ah long and ah chen heh heh. she speaks german. xD

fifi and i also had to sweep the dried leaves on the floor so that we can baka them togetehr with the rubbish. the process...

the product..

and the aftermath. HAHA

the boys..

and the girls! (=
NO!, she's NOT a babi utan. walao!

and on the way home.. i saw GUNUNG TAMPIN! hahaha. my cousin says he wants to bring me and meet some orang asli. HAHA. style.
last but not least, lembus in action, baybeh! (=

mooooo!

till then people, till then. (=

KEBABOOM

I felt like AS IF i've not blog for MILLIONATES of YEARS.

as a matter a fact, my last post was around an hour ago lah. nonetheless, please allow me to entertain these itchy fingers of mine for today cos they might not get to touch the keyboard for a max of 6-7 days. that's pretty bad.

OKAY. i've been doing loads of reading for the past few weeks.(hur hur, so nerd) YEAH. from books to encyopedias which i'll probably be starting on next next week. Just completed a book called "can you keep a secret?" IT'S A LOVE STORY! nice nice. i'm so envious of the girl. mwahaha. okay, enough. i hate book reviews. i think the next book im gonna read is "a walk to remember". bahh i know im lag. but the introduction sounded promising so, i think i shall pack that into my bagpack so i can bring it along on the tu tu twain tmr night (=

BAHH. im stoned

HAPPY CNY !

i went back to ping yi just now. for CNY celebrations and also to see the girls performing so UG dance. prettay.(=

OHOH and we stayed on to watch the TUG O WAR between alphine, atlas, rockies and andes. hahaha. me and jannie cheered like what lah. apparently, ATLAS WON! yay yay. the sun so hot. until i got sun burnt on my arms. bahh. i hope it'll go away soon. cos, abit irritating ah. like so many skin shades, for now, it's red lah.

anyway, jannie and imet up with junhong, kah jun, weechew and tpt today. and we watch GHOST RIDER. a nice show. i think the GHOST is hot. MWAHAHA. enough lynette. nontheless, the guys were concentrating on the cleavage the actress has. she unbutton somemore. walao.

AND THIS SHOW ISN'T RATED NC 16 LAH. i have not watch my first NC16 show YET. it's been..5 months since my 16th birthday. GRR.

and than the guys abandoned us to play DOTA. i hope ur character dies. (=

can my sun burn go away quickly. )=

OH. im leaving for msia tmr night, so people.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! (=

yay yay. hope you get loads of ang pows.

OH AND ZULKARNAEN & FAIZAL, if you're reading this, which i doubt so, WALAO, why nvr go back. leave me alone. SUCKER. so much for being cousins! kecohified!

but it's okay. i still will layan you. (=

AND ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE GOING OUT ON SATURDAY! IT'S BEEN SAID THAT THIS SAT IS A LUCKY DAY LAH! COS MY WORK PLACE IS HAVING DOUBLE PAY AND I'M NOT WORKING!!!!!

sucker.

sun burn sun burn, go away.

Follow Your Heart.


That's what many many told me. Including Chefs, teachers, friends, obasans and etc.


and I did.

i don't know if it's me or what but it seems that everyone's calling me by my chinese name. tajadon, junhong, jannie, brennon, pseng, weechew, weihung, sherman and many more. it feels weird since it's been quite sometime since i heard people calling me that. afterall, chinese lessons were many many months ago. hurhur.


many people around me are changing. or maybe, it's me again. (argh) they're no longer the ones i met first time. or whatever. really. i dont know if they're 'evoluting' into someone better or worst cos i forsee hell in some of them. but nonetheless, i doubt i'll change my attitude towards them. they're still my best friends.


awkward feelings.

those are the feelings i dont want to experience in the near future or whatsoever. the kind when you feel like talking to the person, hugging the person and telling him/her how much you missed her. BUT there's something stopping you. distance i suppose, distance.


i don't want to experience that. i still want to slap your back and shout your name out loud which inturn will have you running after me shouting "stupid girl!" and than we'll stop running and you'll come and tickle me. that's a routine for me everytime i meet you. i don't want that to end, moreover we are gonna lead different lives, soon. i still want to stand up with you against the saying, "there can be no plain friendship between a boy and a girl."


bahh, like now, i have so many to say, but i dont know how to say. i love my clique of friends. camp pinn gang. fruits. 25-11ners.


you know, if one day i have to leave, i'll take a pic of every of them,post it on blogger and talk about them.


i hope that day never comes.

Oh, Happy Valentine's to everyone out there. (= <3

work again!

COURTS PEOPLE, COURTS! DAMNIT!

okay, that's me. weeks ago. hur hur. eating lunch and posing at the camera. HAHAHA.

funny ah? laugh laugh laugh.

OKAY. work is...... fun and tiring and irritating ah. we have the obasan war. the obasans are picking on the kawaii people! the kawaii people, are the teenagers (me, soyah, nazirul, peiling, xinling, jia le and kelvin.) working at courts box bistro. REALLY. their mouth.... like chicken backside! keep gossiping and gossiping. CANNOT MAKE IT AH I TELL YOU.

and i keep hearing things about my friends. urgh. HAHA. anyway, yesterday, got this once VICTORIAN, ARIFF, came up to box bistro to work with us. HAHA. he damn spastic. just completed his A's. not bad ah. than we call each other by school. ME = PINGYIAN, HIM = VICTORIAN, NAZIRUL = CHANGKATIAN. but always, he'll emphasise the 'ian' of 'pingyian' and we always gang up and disturb nazirul about changkatian.

damn funny.

there's always some spoilers in there though. ahh, let's keep it to MYSELF.

HUR HUR. i'm too sexy for my love, too sexy.. okay, im digressing.

im so tired. (=

i should die.

let's add the pain, the scars.

i dont like it when the people around me are not happy. really.

i should just die.

hello world,
here comes the young and abandoned.

stop it.

stop venting your anger on me.

i drew cos i was bored

i drew this. i think his mouth looks a little weird. but i love the upper part of his face though (= especially the eyes. haha. okay. that's gerard way if you dont know. *rolls eyes*. the vocalist of the band MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. (=. talking about this. i have not get their new album yet! call myself a MCR fan. walao.

last night was great.! had a meet up with sirhan and george to celebrate george's birthday in advance. took a photo and intended to print by last night. but we were too bothered by the affairs of the heart that by the time we went to the shop, it was already closed. hur hur.

OH, and i nvr knew what BFF was. serious. i thought it was some boyfriend friend or some other whatnots. but in the end, george enlightened me that that meant "BEST FRIENDS FOREVER."

lingo tango. hmm.

oh yes. and we talked under the stars and clouds about the affairs of the heart. it's damn funny. we were giving advice to a 'soft-hearted' guy. well, it's FOR A GUY. so it means i don't have to follow but just tell.

OH. and i embarrassed myself at pizza hut. it wasnt that bad actually, but the 2 guys made it worst. really. until i went 'huhu'. one caught the ball and one did not. so yah.

i miss them both. ALOT. (=

i dont know

i having this urge to know why the mascara (you know those type got white and black one. and when you apply, your eyelashes grow super long.) makes your eyelashes grow SO LONG.

WHY AH?! i'm like feeling so frustrated figuring this. really.

but oh well. HAHA

OH. and having adult fare deducted from my BLUE ezlink link card is so depressing. i can practically hear my heart breaking everything i 'teh' the card on the card readers. seriously. and my heart shatters into a million pieces whenever i take mrt. can hear 'piang!'. and that's it.

woah, i sound like a cheapskate. BAHH. SOMEMORE EVERYTIME TOP UP MUST BE IN THE MULTIPLE OF TEN. walao.
walao!

it's okay, lynette, it's okay.

SMILES EVERYONE (=

this is true (=

another nice song. seee, i'm so nice! i woke up at 2 yesterday! 2 PM. can you imagine? it was a nice long sleep until my wifey called. hahaha.

the throat's getting worst. really. although it's not that bad yet. it sounded like the day i went to sirhan's house for lunch. haha. i hope it gets better. (=

it's been said that everyone you met and are going to meet are all being planned. it's predestined. so.. all the heart breakers, lovers, soul mate, wives and husbands, friends, enemies and aquaintances are all planned. you can't choose them at all.

isn't that much better? at least you won't have headaches on who to choose and what nots. it's either you forsake or you keep. simple. simple.

at times, i don't understand myself. i think i care too much on how people think of me. im actually willing to do stuffs that are redundant to me but pleases them. of course not till that EXTENT. you know. i don't understand why though. and i thought people say 'you understand yourself the most.' so, where is this understanding i should have with my emotions and body? i wonder.

whenever i think about some stuffs in the past, i always find a strange combination of sadness and joy. some times, i wish i could remove the sadness, but i felt that if i were to remove the sadness, the joy wouldn't be the same anymore. worst, the joy would be gone. so i take the memories as they come by, accepting both good and bad because thats what makes up life. (= right? i hope i am.

because i hope, now as i enter a different stage of my life, i will be happy. i don't want to plaster a fake smile across my face each day when i wake up. that sucks.

well, let's not demand. life's like this. if it's all smooth sailing, it's way boring.

RIGHT?

i miss ivor lah! (=

Why do I feel so alone and yet Im surrounded by people?

today wasn't as busy as expected. hmm

due to the singapore thailand match and the jue dui superstar grandfinals, many people were there but not here.

SWEET (= we were slackin la. and michael wasn't really happy, but okay la, we had fun! nazirul and kelvin(as always =x), were munching on little things, and ofcourse, sharing some with me and peiling (soyah didn't want any). and so... im not as hungry as i was yesterday. (= and i wasn;t as hyper as yesterday.. cos.. i was tired.

kelvin also! he was damn blur and needed some of soyah's miracle water!

bahh. going home was a drag, had to clean up and everything.! oh, weechew went home with jannie, clinton alone, tpt with soyah, mathew and me! not bad ah. he walked me to the bus stop so i can take bus home. oh oh and i saw ziqi and jinghui. haha AHS guys (= long time no see!

singapore won! and for the juedui superstar, i saw it on tv mobile on the bus, darren won! expected, me, clarice, peiling, soyah and nazirul we talking about it. hurhur

OH! zhirong lost money for the bet! haha sucker.

bye! (= will miss you.

abit only la. hurhur

the satay 'KUA' haha

okay! im gonna be long winded today cos something's wrong with my mind.

here goes.

while waiting for the washing machine to be done washing some of the clothing so that i can go and wash my stained UNIFORM due to the beef and satay 'KUA'(gravy) so that i won't have to wear back the same old shirt which contains perspiration, beef stew, satay 'KUA'(gravy), tomato soup and onion soup and washing detergent, i shall blog, for today. heehee =D

today was freaking hectic although it's ONLY a saturday (please, tmr's sunday, worst). It's that bad that i spilt a bowl of beef noodle soup, cut my hand, burned my fingerS, met with a super uber freaking customer which i felt that he came from mars, had a very weird hairstyle for the whole day and last but not least, i fell down. woah!

i fell down because nazirul was kind enough to keep a plate of brocolli for me( I LOVE BROCOLIS!) and after eating it, i decided to bring it to wash. BUT! (okay. this is the important part), the floor was wet and i dragged my feet (i dragged cos the floor's naturally kinda slippery with the oil and everything so it's kinda tiring to lift up legs to walk. HAH no la.) but i didn't realise that the dear mak-cik soaped the floor, so TA-DA, i fell and landed on my butt. luckily no customers. HAHAHA

and when i fell, soyah wanted to come and help me, but she slipped too. that i saw a couple of bottles of orange juice flying and i saw kelvin slipped. than!, the mak-cik, who is the one who soaped the floor, was laughing so bad that she, also slipped! HAHA (ooops)

in the end, 4 person slipped. ahh. of course, it was me who started the ball rolling. hurhur. (apparently.)

OH! and my dear wife (despite having 2 teeth plucked out), gave me a whole strand of tears. HAHAHA. no la. as in the fake tears to moisturize the eyes due to the contak lenses. how SHWEET. as how we always tease each other, lub her la. hurhur

okay. my hand hurts, the fingers la. and oh, i've just be enlightened that the satay 'KUA' is not spelt as 'KUA' but 'KUAH'. so people, 'KUAH'.